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Not because I have fallen off the face of the earth..simply because I have taken a much needed break
from chat. After my grandfathers death I had to regroup..find me again. I was lost, lost on so many levels.
When I stepped back and thought about what I wanted in my life I discovered that I was so entwined here that
I needed to breathe. I changed my focus to my family, my friends,my own health, my love life (which was nonexistent until about 4 months ago), school. I have met "the one" . The timing was perfect..we both found each other at the right time and added a much
needed light to each others' lives. I renewed his hope in happiness and love..just as he did for me. My children are well.
My family is for the most part well. For those who know about my grandmother, she isn't much better. She is now committed
in a psychiatric hospital for who knows how long. She has been officially diagnosed finally with dementia with underlying psychosis.
They think Bipolar disorder as well as schizophrenia. She has been in and out of the hospital and nursing homes since my
grandfathers death back in February. We are all struggling with the first holidays without him. I have no idea how we will deal, but we
will pull together as a family and make it. As for my health, I'm managing. I lost my job about 3 weeks ago which means I lost
my health insurance so I am unsure where I will go from here. I can not afford to pay the nearly $500 a month to keep it on my own.
School is going well. I am maintaining a 3.6 GPA. It's like its one of the few escapes I have from everything else. I am looking for work
but the job market isn't that great out there right now.
I miss talking with so many people here. I am online but rarely in chat. I can be contacted via messenger though. My msn is PandaB28@hotmail.com and my yahoo is Lilnghty1@yahoo.com. If you choose to email I rarely check my hot mail addy but check my yahoo on a daily basis. Please write and fill me in. Please!! Please!! Please!!
Thank you to everyone who over the years has shown me so much kindness, friendship and love. The relationships that have been built here have touched my heart in more ways than I can even find words for.
I can't afford to renew my membership, after all these years...nearly 13, I have had to let it go.
Again, I miss everyone close to me and hope to hear from you!!
~leaves lots of love, kisses and hugs~
lilN, aka...tracy
~Some of life's greatest moments are hidden in ordinary everyday events~
~Life is not measured by how may breaths you take, but by how many you take away~ |
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| | | | i miss you lil~N, wishing you happiness and health always ~~
soft hugs~
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| | | | Thank you sweetness
~hugs~
i miss you too..i hope all is well
with you and yours honey!!
I'm still on myspace too...feel free to email
just be a lil patient if it takes me a few
days to reply...
~Some of life's greatest moments are hidden in ordinary everyday events~
~Life is not measured by how may breaths you take, but by how many you take away~ |
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